Monday, January 27, 2014

Scattered Stories

On the afternoon of the morning when I found myself chasing the ducks in the rice fields, I was walking back from yet another unsuccessful query into accommodation when I tumbled into another beautiful Bali moment. A delightful looking lady was being called excitedly by an old Indonesian lady to come and sit upon her bamboo platform and enjoy a coconut. I was then excitedly called by the delightful looking lady to join her in this pursuit. I was much to curious to decline, as the delightful looking lady had one of those open, loving countenances that makes you want to sit by her and talk. This is exactly what we did, while each drinking the coconut water straight from the coconut using hollowed out bamboo straws. What ensued was a precious two hours, where we were entertained by the chattering Indonesian granny who enthralled us with her stories – of which we could not understand a word, or at least very little. Later the Indonesian lady’s son arrived and still more conversation, as he told us about the problems of modern day Ubud and modern day rice farming and duck keeping and the workings of black and white magic. By the time I lifted my bottom from that bamboo seat I had decided that what I had just experienced was special, and best of all, the delightful-looking lady is as delightful as she was at first sight.



I have found accommodation! I am staying in a beautiful house just outside Ubud for the next five nights, until I move into my little magic cottage at the bottom of a garden, my new home for at least the month of February – but more about that later. I am in self-imposed exile for the next few days, as Ubud is a good ten minutes motorbike ride away and since I am motorbike-less for the moment (and certainly not quite qualified to push forth into the Ubud traffic on a scooter), I have to rely on the good-nature of passersby to give me a lift into town. Ubud is chaotic when you are not reading your book against a tree in a rice paddy. It is noisy and littered, crowded and full of cars and scooters and shouting and action. You can usually find a semi-quiet corner in a cafĂ©, but the noise was getting to me and I was desperate to find somewhere to unpack my bag for more than a night and cook my own food. So, I was delighted to wake up this morning and spend the morning grounding myself – with absolutely no plans to venture into the hustle and bustle for at least today. I woke up early though, at 6:20am I was off down the street heading towards the early morning market. Once there I enjoyed picking out some fruit and vege, trying out my limited Indonesian (it mostly consists of the numbers 1 to 10) and being laughed at by the locals as I counted ten tiny onions into my hand – ‘no, I do not want satu kilo’. I then went home and soaked my produce in vegetable cleaner for half an hour, praying over it – hoping that my good vibrations would do away with any baddies. The pictures below are not of the market I went to this morning; I took them last week when I was shown around the early morning Ubud market by some new friends.




Some interesting looking young chicks…you decide how you feel about them…





Snapshots from my evening walk.








Friday, January 24, 2014

Doing what I came to do.

I'm sitting at a little warung, a small Indonesian restaurant next to the rice paddies. I spent my morning wandering, looking for accommodation, trying with all my might to keep my spirits up. I left the place I was staying at 9am and went to a new place I'd found that must be just short of 2km away. I was carrying my 20kg backpack on my back with my smaller one in front of me. It was gruelling work. I thought it was quite funny that I thought it so gruelling, and pushed myself through it, waving aside offers of taxi and motorbike services. I was going to do this myself. You can imagine my disappointment when I arrived at my new 'homestay' to find that the nice room I had seen the day before had been taken and I was shown to a not so nice room - please note my euphemism. I couldn't bear the thought of finding another place to stay, my hips screaming like old women at the very idea.

After bargaining the man down and ensuring breakfast in the morning, I set out for another home-hunting adventure. I walked up a road until I realized that it was too far for me to live anyway and so walked down it, taking a small road to the right which led me down a hill and up the other side. There was a small waterfall doing its thing as I climbed up some stepping stone steps. When I reached the top I realized the path stopped and that I would have to go back. I was feeling quite defeated at this point and saddened by the thought that I would never find a place to live. I took a deep breath and told myself to sit down, enjoy the peace and quiet and just do what I came to Bali to do - chill out a bit.


I climbed up the steps of a rickety looking structure on the edge of the rice field. I realized that my mind was so busy trying to find a home that I was ignoring the reality of my situation. I am in Bali! I am in Ubud! I am sitting, all alone, at the edge of a rice paddy. Isn't that marvellous?! Aren't I on an adventure? Isn't that why I'm here? I need to take a break, quieten my mind and listen to myself - for the first time ever I'm the person who is making all the rules, but I'm so busy chaotically thinking that I'm not being clear with my instructions. Clear Instructions! One of the mantras of teaching, and yet I'm not allowing myself the teacher to teach myself the student appropriately...get what I mean?



With these musings I saw a path of flattened grass to the right, and decided that I should take it. Soon my shoes were off, squelching through the muddy paths of the rice paddies, scaring the ducks away and watching delightedly as they quacked and waddled away from me making duck-feet-in-water noises. Isn't this so lovely? Those ducks are so darn cute and useful, eating all the rice bugs. I was so grateful to be doing what I'd come here to do - to just explore and wander through the rice paddies. I'm so thankful that I can do this while feeling so safe and welcome, the workers in the field waving me on, smiling and not minding that I was shepherding their ducks in the wrong direction. A man showed me a path that goes along the stream and one which will get me back, eventually, to the main road. He told me how the birds and butterflies are beautiful in this jungle place in the morning and that he comes to paint them. I think I'll have to take an early morning adventure to this very spot.





Wednesday, January 22, 2014

I'll let you know when I bump into me.

I arrived in Ubud last night. After settling into the little room I'll be staying until Thursday, I wandered out into the streets to look for some supper. It was a beautiful rainy evening and the granny at the place where I'm staying very kindly lent me her umbrella. It was wonderful walking through the drizzle, dodging the traffic and just generally being along and free. I love how I can make my own decisions about where I want to go, decide when I want to walk the streets and when I want to take a nap after all the walking. What an absolute blessing!

With this freedom also comes those whispering thoughts in my head...what on earth are you actually doing here? What do you expect to find amidst this mixture of peace and chaos? I'm not really sure actually. I tell everyone that I'm here to find myself, as everyone seems to understand this cliche. Apparently I'm in Bali, somewhere in the rice paddies or perhaps at the Yoga Barn... I'll let you know when I bump into me.


I set out this morning to find a more permanent place to stay. I'm glad I started this project today as so far I realize that it's not very easy. Everyone seems to finding themselves in Bali. I convinced myself to take a break and have just had a delicious salad at a lovely little restaurant called Alchemy.



Earlier I met an American guy on the street, his wife is South African and they've been staying in Bali for awhile. And now, I'm going to his house for dinner! Already Marko has given me the courage to talk to everyone I meet - asking their advice on places to stay and generally being friendly. We all know that the connections that you make with people are the ones that take you places!
Before I end off for today I want to share some photos of the little paths I walked looking for a home. It's the most amazing thing, you don't think this path will take you anywhere but then it just goes on and on and you find yourself in the most beautiful of places. I'm not the most accomplished of photographers, and these photos in no way capture the beauty of the moment in which I took them. You cannot hear the noises or smell the smells or be there,  by looking at these photos...but they're a small visual taste of what I experience.








Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Today is my day




My cousin Candyce posted this picture on my Facebook wall and I felt so incredibly uplifted and inspired by it. I love this Dr. Seuss book... It lets us know that we all have what it takes to get going, to face the challenges before us and come out the other end smiling.

On the plane - 19 January 2013
The most incredible thing about my journey so far - and this is just the beginning - is all the support and love and excitement I've felt from all every person in my life. It's so very easy to be brave when there are people who are rooting for you at every turn. Thank you to you all - your belief in me and my adventure makes it unbelievably simple to follow my heart.

I had a good run through the airport this morning. Two of my best friends, Sarah and Vicky, dropped me off at the Gautrain, their smiles and hugs made it so easy to say goodbye with a smile on my face. I got to the airport a little later than I'd wanted to but it was ok and it didn't take long for me to get to the check-in counter... I also needed that time to stuff my yoga mat into my bag, I was incredibly impressed with my backpack by the end of it.

Early this morning I suddenly felt the urge to check if I really did need that return ticket, proving that I wasn't planning to overstay my welcome in Indonesia. So I did some research and finally decided that I'd book a cheap ticket to Singapore in two months time. This meant that I'd get my visa on arrival and then get an extension for another month. 

Once I was at the check-in counter, It became obvious, very quickly, that Cathay Pacific had other ideas. I would not be let onto the plane with a ticket booked a month after my visa would expire. Of course I tried to explain that this was ok, but they weren't having any of it. I suppose I should have done a little more research. What ensued was a 20 minute phone call to my parents as they (very calmly) booked me another ticket for a month's time. 

A good few deep breaths and R600 later (drat) I was running madly through the airport ... Taking the wrong escalator, arriving at the wrong gate, running down the moving walkway in the wrong direction (very difficult and unbalancing) I arrived at my boarding gate - sweaty, breathing  heavily but still smiling.

I was ok...just a little poorer, but still on my way!